So,
you leave in two months… im trying to forget that and just enjoy the time i have with you but its just hard. For me to sit there and look at you, knowing that in two months you’re not gonna be just a call away, its seriously dragging me down. Not being able to talk to you for three months is gonna be one of the hardest things and i wish you didn’t have to leave but at the same time i’m insanely proud that you’re doing something with your life. I know you’re excited to leave and you’ve been looking forward to this for a long time but i just can’t seem to understand how im gonna manage not waking up to your cute texts, not getting your goodnight phone calls, and just not being able to hold your hand………. I just want you to stay.
